My frustration with shifting interests is that many things require a sustained effort
As opposed to occasional efforts scattered over time
And if it's a thing that wants an audience - e.g. blogging, Streaming - it ideally takes a steady drumbeat effort to build up the audience
This kind of drumbeat is something I'm not good at
Maybe I only have room for a few constant interests.
Job, wife, cats, tinkering, writing
No energy to maintain any other focal constants than those.
The tinkering thing is pushing it, because I flail around within that sphere with varied interests
But it's not like I've ever suddenly been seized with an interest in sports or the hospitality industry.
My wife and cats are interests anchored into bedrock, though
I have a lot of inward self-centered focus lately
Mainly it's because I think I've found that nearly every possible "next level" thing I could do with myself and dealing with age and my career future points at figuring my mental shit out and either removing or working around my limiters.
Wrote in my offline journal today that I've been at a local maximum for awhile and need some serious refinement to how I navigate and work in my head-space before I can push to find other possible maximums in my personal function plot.
That said, I do want to fill this wiki space with more notes on more varied topics