2020 / 06 / 02
- Still a bit of vertigo & distraction, today
- Got a few things done for work, trying to get more done.
- Yeah, it's a real struggle today.
- I had a burst of general energy and enthusiasm starting a few weeks ago that I rode for a bit, trying to get up the gumption for Streaming and general making & fixing & doing
- Haven't done any Streaming in over a week.
- Want to do more, but feel demotivated.
- Not sure how to make Streaming a Thing if I don't, like, you know, do it.
- Maybe it's okay to ease up right now.
- But I'm afraid that when I ease up, I'll never stop easing up.
- If not now then when?
- is the phrase in my head when I think about things that want doing
- Anyway, maybe the enthusiasm will come back